Sometimes, it feels like the entire weight of the world rests on my shoulders. It’s not that things are bad, but everything seems incredibly difficult at every turn. There are moments when I doubt my abilities and feel that I’m not doing things well enough. Looking around, it seems that others have it easier; their wheels turn smoothly while every step I take feels like a battle.

I often feel uncertain about my direction. I keep going because I have to, but I regularly question if I’m on the right path. I understand that hard work eventually pays off, but sometimes it feels like my efforts are met with too few rewards. This makes me wonder: is this truly my path? Should I consider a different direction? But starting over in a new field is daunting, and there’s no guarantee it would be any better.

The world is changing so rapidly, demanding us to adapt faster than ever before. Sometimes, I get tired. Maybe it’s just my way of being, my perception of things. I’ve never been a pessimist, but I wouldn’t call myself overly optimistic either. I consider myself a realist and a hard worker. Yet, some days are tougher than others.

In these tough times, there’s something that always brings a smile to my face. It’s Dory from “Finding Nemo” with her mantra: “Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swim swim swim.” With that smile, I remind myself that things will be just fine. I just need to keep swimming and not take things so seriously.

This is how I feel sometimes…

Thank you for reading my thoughts and getting to know me a bit better. 🙂